If you were me

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It is a gray day. It is raining.

You feel melancholy. You feel tired. You wake up at 8:30, eat your breakfast, and get going. You go back to the house at 9:15 because you forgot something. You come back. You talk to someone you haven't talked to in a long time. You have to run from unpleasant memories. You can't run far enough. You are confused about everything. You question everything. You want to take a nap. You wonder about life. You wonder about love. You wonder about the future. You worry. You know you shouldn't worry. You question everything. You are anxious. You don't trust yourself. You don't understand yourself sometimes. You want whatever is next at the expense of what is here now. Worst of all, you know you should feel none of this, but it sits squarely in your head with an undeniable presence.

You stare at the wall.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Am I the You? Because you pretty much nailed the majority of my day. lol